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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
11:01PM
So...haven't written in a long time. I need to do some writing. So...here goes. Let's see what comes of it.
Hello, and welcome to Sugar Waffle Donut Shop, my own personal hell. What's your pleasure? Perhaps a little early-onset diabetes? Or I could get you a few clogged arteries? Maybe a light heart attack? Just some indigestion - you sure? We have heartburn on sale - oh, okay, you're a man who knows what he wants. Right away sir, I'll get that indigestion to you right away. Okay, the cost is just going to be a little of your dignity and the tax is a couple of days off your life. All right, you have a good day now sir - come and visit us real soon! We here at the ol' SWDS are always willing to serve America's appetite. That's right, you fat fuck, just keep on walking. They don't even hear me after awhile - I'm just another drone behind a counter, taking money and providing goods. People think prostitution has been outlawed but here I am, selling my self respect away for $7.50 an hour. I have a name, I'm sure I do. Something nice, not too original - my mom just wasn't that imaginative - but it fits me, fits my face. Or it did. Back when I had a name to match my face. Instead of just a visor on my forehead with some corporation stamped on the front. And my smile - that's something to see. Lights up a room, with my pearly whites stretching from ear to ear. I've been told I could stop traffic with this smile. That was when I still smiled and people saw it, took notice. Before I was just something to look through rather than at. And I'm sure I have a stunning personality, really something dazzling. You know, back when people cared who I was rather than what I could provide for them. Oh, customer incoming - Hello, and welcome to Sugar Waffle Donut Shop! Can I interest you in some - what's that? Oh, sure, the bathroom's in the back. Sure, no problem, happy to help you get to the mess you're about to make that I'm gonna have to clean up. Goddamn bastards, can't they shit in their own bathrooms? I don't have anything better to do, I need to clean up your piss and shit? Oh, but that's right, I'm just the faceless robot here to meet your needs. And here he comes, looking nice and satisfied with himself - oh Christ, it's gonna take me hours to clean it, I can just tell. Yep, you have a great day t--...yeah, that's what I thought. Just walk on out. Would they even hear me if I shouted what I wanted to do with my day? Have a great day! Oh, I will - gonna burn this motherfucker down with you all trapped inside! Naw, they wouldn't notice - that would mean they'd be paying attention. I can't remember the last time someone paid any attention to me as anything other than a purveyor of sugary confection. How do people even eat this garbage? Probably the same way I'm able to eat my dignity - just choke it down without looking back. It helps to have a drink - they usually get coffee here, I could do with some arsenic. Oh, I'm sorry - too melodramatic? Is the drone not allowed to ponder her own reason for existing? Or desire that it all just go away? That would make me too real then, right? Sorry, my mistake - I'll try not to humanize myself further.
Hm...enough for now.
Friday, December 14, 2007
2:52PM
I am Legend = FAIL!
Sunday, December 9, 2007
I hate anxiety and I hate unabated anxiety even worse. I have an 89.6 in my anthropology class and if he rounds up I get an A on my record and am that much closer to being OFF academic probation, if he doesn't round up I'm at a B and it'll take me that much LONGER to get off of academic probation. Dammit.
And then in astronomy I'm 99% sure I have a B, hopefully a B+ and not just a regular B, every point counts - by some miracle I might achieve an A, but that's unlikely since I missed three quizzes and didn't ever study for the tests or go to class; three B's and one A equals a B - if I'm counting right that is. Hopefully the mere fact that I did any of my quizzes will bump that up - who wants to bet on that though?
As far as World History? Completely up in the air. Depends on my last test (which was really two essays) - I think I did shitty, but he grades pretty easily so maybe I got a decent grade. And I haven't taken the final yet, so we'll have to see how that goes. God I hate this stuff! I hate worrying about grades!! Why can't I just learn for the sake of learning, why do I have to impress people? Why must so much rest on a LETTER?
And I know D's bugging out, which makes me bug out more. She'll be fine, she just has to keep faith. Which is hard to do when you've got anxiety over tests. It sucks being a really great student and realizing it's still possible to get bad grades - trust me, been there, done that. And I know she's freaked about her scholarships and it just.....sucks. Well, here's to the power of positive thinking - woot!
And now I should go study for my history final. Huzzah.
Saturday, December 8, 2007
I hate that people aren't what they're supposed to be. I hate that no one lives by the "treat others as you would be treated" and I hate that no one treats me the way I treat them. Dammit. We're supposed to love ourselves, but what good does it to love yourself when everyone's so busy telling you all the reasons you shouldn't? Damn people. Damn life. 'Nuff said.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
I have been downloading music for the last hour and a half. I think I'm starting to lose steam. I'm just trying to think of EVERY song EVER I might have liked. Trying to think of movies I've liked to download songs from them. HELP ME. Either movies that have good music or just the music. My mix CD'S will rock the casba!
Monday, November 26, 2007
So, got a 32" high def tv...woot. And just got online a new dvd player, now I just need a good surround sound system and I'm set. Woot for new things.
Also, looks like Susano and I are going to become mentors. That's fun, hope I can change a little kid's life. That'd be neat. Okay. I'm gonna go. Bye!
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Okay, I've been planning this Thanksgiving thing for 6 weeks and it is just now occurring to me how much I left undone. This is my freak out:
The cleaning. Oh dear gods, the vast amounts of cleaning. We have to vacuum every day, EVERY day, until next Sunday to try to get up as much hair from the carpet as possible. I don't know if anyone else has cat/dog allergies, but I certainly don't want anyone to have an attack whilst in my home. Also, it's just gross to have dirty carpets while you have guests - icky. And I'm going to shampoo them too, just for good measure. And then I have to get this damned garage looking presentable - we have so much shit out here now, it's going to be difficult to put it all together. And Susano's fighting me on it b/c he's upset there's so much junk just being tossed out here, so I have to get on Brandy's ass for just dumping her painting gear out here, and try and get Danielle to put up the catbox and then try and see if I can make it look as pretty as possible out here. And then there's the bathrooms - mostly people will use the guest bathroom, but I'm so worried someone is going to need to use mine and it's going to be stinking of cat icky. And the rooms, ugh - Nathan's room is starting to smell quite potently of snake :( It's not even a BAD smell per se, more..."musty" - but it's just that there's ANY smell! ACK. At least the rooms can all be counted on to be clean, now that Brandy is our fifth, thank the gods for that small favor. And the patio furniture needs to be cleaned. And the cabinets are all grungy and need to be cleaned. And the floor has to be mopped so no one sticks to it. ..............yeah. Good times.
The food. I'm so worried that as much food as I know there's going to be there just won't be the RIGHT food. That when it's all lined up people are going to be disappointed. I just want to make sure none of the traditional goodies are left out - I just want everyone to be so happy and stuffed and downright giddy with food. Oh, I need ice cream, I have to write that down. Vanilla ice cream is a good thing to have for a dessert, an essential really. And the turkeys, oh gods the turkeys - if there is a god of turkeys and their tastiness, I pray to thee - let my turkeys be delicious!
The activities. I know everyone's going to be able to entertain themselves, there's a lot of people and entertainment will just naturally happen. But I don't want it to be just another get together, I want it to be memorable. I want everyone to be able to get involved with the whole group, not just people breaking off into their own little worlds. This is a family get together - that means EVERYONE has to get together; and I'm so worried about Susano's parents! They always just wander off into their own littler corner of the world and I don't want them to feel left out. That's why I'm SO glad that Nathan's mom is coming b/c I think Karen will feel much more at ease with someone to be able to actually talk to Titi Cuca and won't feel the need to babysit her.
Oh, I know. It's going to be fine. I shouldn't worry. But I'm just so excited! And I just want to be the perfect host - I want everyone to be perfectly happy. I want them to really look forward to next year, and even more a year. I want them to realize we're not just kids staying in a house. We're our own little family opening up our home and trying to start new traditions with the people we love. Yes. That would be good. And I want it to bring the house together, I want for the five of us to really become a family even more than we are now. I don't want us just to be roommates, I want us to really feel like everyone we live with is a part of our extended family that we can always go to for support.
AAAAAAAH! I'm so excited. I can't wait. There's going to be SO MUCH FOOD! XD
4:30PM
Signed up for my classes for the spring. Got all the ones I wanted and in a decent schedule too. Pretty excited about that.
I've been really bad about working lately. Basically, I haven't. I need to. I'm awful. Susano should beat me into shape, maybe that'll help - haha, that's funny. Susano can't even have rough SEX b/c he's afraid to hurt me - so much for beatings. Hm...maybe he can tickle me into submission, haha.
I'm getting to do a charitable act for a dear friend, which makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Surprised at how difficult it was to see it done, everyone so shocked at my seeming disinterest in money. Don't people understand money means nothing to me? I hate money. Despise it. And I will never let it get in the way of my happiness or the potential happiness of others. That's why when the whole laptop fiasco happened I didn't even consider leaving Susano. I would never ruin a chance at future bliss b/c of MONEY. And it's why I don't care about having to take out loans to get myself and Susano through college - money means nothing, so what does it matter if I owe a ton of it to some faceless no one? And if I'm in the position to gift someone something that would normally get me a couple hundred bucks, I'm not going to hesitate for a second. What's a couple hundred bucks compared to gratitude? To the knowledge I helped someone? To seeing the smiles on their faces and the hugs I'll get. That's worth more than a couple hundred bucks. Especially b/c I'm getting a great deal myself - why do I need to get greedy? The universe is providing me with a decent lifestyle right now. It's my duty as a part of the universe to pass that decency along.
And the house is feeling so alive now. I love that the bad influence is finally removed - I really do feel like I'm finally understanding fung shwey (phonetic spelling as I do not know the real spelling); well, let me rephrase that. I have no idea the actual principles of "fung shwey" but instead of thinking it some stupid ploy to get money, the idea of lining up the energies in a house is making so much more sense. Now that the negative energy has been removed, the house just seems to flow - it seems so light and clear. Everyone's so happy, the household gets along and there's such a good energy just swarming all through the rooms and hallways. And after our Thanksgiving? Oh man, the positive energies are going to be lifting off the roof. Which could end badly if it rains, haha. Who knew that one negative current of energy could so drastically affect the rest of the house - it's insane. But, it's over now - for good! Let the bells toll in rejoicing sound! It's over, it's done - the negative energy has been successfully removed and the positive allowed to take over. Already the attitudes of the house mates improve, affecting other aspects of our lives. Sometimes it takes a bad circumstance to bring us to true happiness - take a moment to thank your bad circumstances for bringing you to new peace and happiness. Without them, I wouldn't be in Florida, living with my best friend, a new friend, my sister, and my life mate. Thank you, Universe, for your twisted and convoluted ways - you have brought me joy, I will enjoy it as long as I may hold on to it.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
8:11PM
So...life. Just keeps on...living itself, don't it? Hm...it does seem like that, that life lives us instead of the other way around, at least in some of the more hectic moments of our lives. Well, let's hope life doesn't use me too harshly and in the meantime, I await Babylon 5 dvd's, school, work, books, puppy, kitty, MORE kitties...nothing super fascinating to talk about. especially b/c I'm coming down with something and it's zapping my energy, so I'm going to go and rest and regain my strength. Toodle-loo until I decide to post again.
Monday, July 9, 2007
Oh sweet Hera's vagina am I so fucking sick of fucking life. If it's not one thing it's another, one stress just rolling along after the next. I can't even get into all the different points of stress in my life right now b/c I'll go fucking insane, but needless to say that the SECOND one is taken care of, three more emerge - it's like the motherfucking hydra. FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCK. FUCKFUCKFUCK.
I hate everything.
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
So, it all happens Monday really. Signing leases, moving in, moving out, unpacking, bills up the ASS. Ugh, I'm a tad worried about the sudden on-rush of bills, but I feel better knowing that I'll be paying a LOT less in just a month...but in the meantime...I already owe my mother $500, plus I'll owe her about another $400 for rent on this place, plus I'll probably need a good chunk of the $800 I need for rent and deposit on the new place. Ergh...Maybe I'll get lucky and get that job I applied for at Urban Flats - two jobs is better than one.
In the meantime, I'm trying not to stress about the money and trying to think about the fun of living with people again. I've never actually lived with so many people in one house, not for long anyway (the steps were the same number, but that was very short-lived). It'll be nice to have company, and real dinners and such. I'm really looking forward to it all :)
And now...I must find me something to do...might see a movie...but ...we'll see. That costs money :(
Thursday, May 31, 2007
So color me excited! Today I just put my birthday presents on Layaway. Maybe that sounds weird...but lemme 'splain it: the presents are mine, but the money is "ours" anyway so it helps if I get to actually pick it out and make sure it's something I really want, and then Susano will be working an extra shift once a week from which he'll take half and put it towards paying off the present (the other half towards his XBox 360 fund), so that even though "we" will pay for the presents, he'll be doing extra work and bringing in extra money for them. Which is really sweet of him, I love my pooh.
Oh, what ARE the presents you ask?? Oh ho ho, wondrous indeed. Stuff I've been wanting for a LONG time, and stuff the BOTH of us have been wanting a LONG time - so it's the bestest of best birthday presents. A digital camera AND a digital camcorder. And now, this digital camera is not just any camera - it's a 2007 Olympus. My friend has this EXACT camera and so I know just how awesome it is. This thing can take pictures UNDERWATER! And it's got a million and one cool settings, and it's got a 5' shock drop range, meaning if you happen to drop it, it'll hold up. It's got 7.1 megapixels, which isn't THE top of the line, but it's up there, so woot! And it's only going to cost us $190 when in the store it's upwards of $300. So I don't know who decided they wanted money more than a camera, but thank gods they did b/c we get a kickass camera out of it! Only drawback: Since it's from a pawn shop there's not warranty, but there IS a 30 day buy-back guarantee so if it's got any major problems we can just take it right back. And the camcorder is JVC, 2006 model - very small, very cute. It's got "steady shot" on it so that way the picture won't jump around even though your hand probably will, and it's costing us $140. I've wanted a camcorder since I can first remember, so I am PSYCHED about this!!!
And then today we also got a printer (b/c we really need one for school and we actually went int there looking for one) that is also a scanner and copier, so NEAT. And it also has a port for memory cards so you can take the memory card straight from the camera and print out your pictures on the printer - woot! And that was only $40! I love Cash America!! And with the digital camcorder we can make such cool movies as long as Danielle is willing to let us test out her movie-making software - we did it in the 9th grade and it was so much fun and so EASY! Oh, I'm so excited! Unfortunately, I can afford to put more than about $30-50 a week on the cameras so I won't get them until almost August, but that's when my birthday is anyway so it's right in time. AAAAAAAAAAAH, I'm so excited!
So, we didn't get THE place but we did get A place and it's very nice, and a LOT closer. True, it's much smaller than the other house - by a lot - but that will aid us in the cleaning process as well as the energy bill, so yay for that! My happiest point on this new place though is just how incredibly close it is to everything (by comparison). Especially for the price we're getting it at? Yeah, it's amazing. Man, Danielle and those guys are SO lucky they're moving into a house from the get-go, they're rent is going to be $259 a month! That's AMAZING. My first rent was, true, $500 split between two ways, which would have been $250 each BUT we had to SHARE a room - a tiny room! And it was really ugly and in a really bad neighborhood. Sus and I are going along with the "split it 5 ways" plan because a.) we can afford a little extra more than they can and b.) we have a private bath while they have to share between three. True, if they NEED our bath they're of course allowed to us it, but the simple fact that it's technically "ours" is worth the extra money - I'm weird about bathrooms, haha.
And I have been little Miss Productive these last couple of days - I am pretty much ready to move out TODAY. Well, I'd still have a good deal of cleaning to get done, but I'm pretty much set up as far as packing goes. And today I cleaned out the fridge (not just got rid of the stuff we don't use, but actually wiped it down something FIERCE), cleaned out the downstairs bathroom (which included scrubbing the walls b/c the cats would shake their legs and little specs of gods-knows-what end up everywhere), cleaned around the light switches that had gotten grubby with use, cleaned the baseboards and doorways that were also smudged up, shampooed the carpet in the master bedroom (I still have to vacuum it before it's completely done, but my DAMN BELTS HAVEN'T COME IN YET!), brought all the boxes downstairs (for easy access on moving day, also for easier access to carpets so I can clean them), and packed up some more of the various paraphanalia that hadn't made it into a box yet. So - GO ME! Haha, still got a good amount to do, but I'm hoping to get it all taken care of by the end of next week, that way I have a full week of cushion time (meaning if I get behind I have some spare days, I'm not cutting it to close to the wire).
Why all this rush when I don't have to be out until the 31st? B/c the guy coming into this place after us has shown some interest in being able to move in ASAP so I'm going to offer him a deal. I figure, we can start moving into the new place on the 15th so I'm thinking if I have enough people to help I can get all my crap in a UHual and have Sus and the men go and unload it while I stay behind with the lady-folk and finish the minimal amount of cleaning that will need to be done all in that one day, meaning the guy can start moving in the 16th, but to do that he has to pay half the month's rent, which would save ME $450, which I would LOVE.
So - hoorah for finally having a house! Hoorah for it being nice (albeit small) and SO CLOSE! Hoorah for it being cheap! Hoorah for me getting stuff taken care of! A possible hoorah for the possible $450 extra I can get if I can get the hell out of this place! WOOT.
Hahah, and if the guy doesn't take me up on the deal? I'll make sure he doesn't move in til the first, even though I won't need the place, just b/c I'm mean like that :) Hehehehehe.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
So the shuttling plan has been completely vetoed and there goes our pretty house. Fuck. The other place we're going to look at is nice...but compared to this place? It's nothing. So...yaaaay...the pounding in my head just got louder.
And all this stress is really triggering my wonderful family heirloom - depression! Yay! Oh wait, I hate depression. Actually, it's really more being bipolar as I get really energetic and really ready to "get stuff done" and then at the flick of a switch I suddenly am completely exhausted and weak and feeling like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. Maybe I should get medicine for it...but I don't know, it's like if you take medicine for it you just assume the problem's gone and you never work at it. When really, only the symptoms are gone, the problem's not and to get rid of both forever you have to do some serious soul searching - which is why people do therapy. Now I'm just babbling, but mostly I'm saying ...this sucks. My genes, finding a house, getting your dream house and then losing it b/c of some stupid Homeowners Association, parents - LIFE. Ugh...I'm gonna go...try and forget I exist
My aching head! Ugh, this house stuff is such a nightmare. One problem after the next, and as soon as we find a solution to a problem, bwammo! Another one comes and bites us on the ass. And it's not even so much the roomies having these issues, but Diane having issues. I swear, of all people on earth, Diane is the last one I thought that would get so crazed over all this. Although, I think it's cute b/c it's just such a wonderful example of love and parenting and such - it's like in a movie or something, I love it. Now, Danielle may not feel so benign on the subject, she seems near pulling her hair out - but I don't know...I always wanted my mom to do something like that, just...you know, really show how much I meant to her without her first having to blackmail me into saying I love her. Le sigh, some folks have all the luck...
But in the meantime, I've been getting tension headaches DAILY and those fuckers do not go away with just a nice little pill. About the only cure is release of stress (HA!) or passing out for a couple hours, which is hard to do with your head throbbing. So, yay for stress...loving it. Blargh. Right now, we're "approved" for that gorgeous house we wanted so desperately - but what's that? Another hitch? Oh...right, can't have more than two cars parked overnight...hm...fun. So, we all come to the conclusion this house is worth a little inconvience, so...let's just park our cars at the nearby marketplace and shuttle around as needed. Sure! But...argh, parents don't deem it safe. But if we get passed that? Oh...Nathan's parents might not be able to make it out for the lease signing. Wonderful! I just can't wait til this whole mess is done and over with. Won't that be nice?
Well, I'm going to go...I don't know, try and drown myself or something fun like that. Anything is more fun than dealing with this whole mess! BLARGH!
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Haha, saw "Georgia Rule" today - quite the movie, much more than I expected it to be. I was thinking it'd be a stupid, funny chick flick about nothing. Instead it was a very real movie about family, trust, love - all that good stuff. I highly recommend it, especially as a mother/daughter movie.
And it fits very well into my life as I'm "puppy sitting" tonight and I keep catching myself saying "Hey! No Barking! Daniella rule!" Haha, it's fun times. The puppy I'm sitting is a 3 month old pit, her name is Raja but I think I will forever know her as "Spaz". Thank the God of Dogs that Sabriel is as calm as sweet natured as she is. Spaz is a little hellion! Running around all over the place, poor Sabby is looking at me and her eyes are just demanding to know what she did wrong that she is being punished with this little mutated rat. She's a cutie pie though, and Sabby loves the company, though I have to make sure she doesn't exert herself b/c she just got spayed yesterday. She seems to be being good about the jumping and running (meaning she's not, which is good b/c she's not allowed to), so we're okay.
Although speaking of Sabriel - my oh my! That little bitch has been so naughty lately! I'm going to have to have some serious training sessions with her to reinforce her commands b/c she has been ignoring me a little too much lately. At the dog park I understand, dogs forget their damn name at that place - but at home? Oh, no ma'am! We listen to Momma when we're at home, that we do. So that should be fun, and Sabriel will love it b/c it means treats for her :)
Well, I'm going to go putz around on YouTube and wait for Susano to get home...tra la la...
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Mother of all that is housing - this place we applied for today is...pefect. Beyond amazing. It's so awesome, even our PARENTS will be stunned. When they stay over they won't want to leave! (especially b/c any visiting parents will get the master bedroom and bath and Sus and I will take the guest bed - common courtesy and respect for those that birthed us, plus it means they get the combo of big bedroom, big bathroom, and balcony, they'll feel like they're at a hotel)
These are pictures of the place, but you have to BE there to be as amazed as you should be.
This is the outside of the place, we're the corner lot so we have more room, plus less chance of noisy neighbor :) Also means more windows (yay breeze! and pretty light!) and better view!
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This is the living room - you're looking at it as if you're coming through the front door. That long wall is a PERFECT place for the entertainment stand Diane so awesomely found for us (she's AMAZING at finding that kind of stuff!!), and if we can get our hand on a nice sectional? SWEET.
The Dining Room - the single place in here that I would change, meaning I could make it just a bit deeper. I'm sure it's fine, but it'll be a little close to the couch. This room is to the right of the living room, and pretty much right where the photographer is standing is where the couch will be.
The FABULOUS kitchen with EIGHTEEN MILLION LIGHTS - with an equal amount of switches to learn! - in crazy wonderful places (notice the lights under the cabinets, and the can lights up in the ceiling, ooooh - aaaaah). The fridge is GIGANTIC, the stove is SWEET and there is a ridiculous amount of cabinet space, which is beyond wonderful.
This would be Mika's room (should all our dreams come true) - all the smaller bedrooms are roughly the same square footage, though Mika's is unique in it's more squarish-ness as apposed to rectangular. She seems very pleased.
The double sinks (in the master bedroom) that will make getting ready with a house of FIVE so much easier! Three sinks for three girls getting ready for a night on the town :) Also, there are lights under these cabinets as well, for night time visits to the potty. (Check out that awesome finish on that wood!)
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The shower of the master bath, and the type I've ALWAYS wanted - I don't know why but the stall thing really appeals to me. Also, the toilet is hiding behind the wall next to the shower.
The HUGE tub (we thought a jacuzzi, but there are no jets ...sad face...BUT it's the comfiest tub of life and it means we can take the most luxuriating baths.
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Nathan's room, on the bottom floor as far from cats as we can get him. At first he was sad b/c it seemed very small, but we told him he could use our much more room-efficient desk and he perked up when he realized it was only smidges smaller than mika and danielle's rooms.
Danielle's room - again, about the same size as Mika's, just slightly longer and a little less wide.
The "loft", that closet on the left being the washer and dryer hook up - this would be where the guest bed goes, but it's mostly a laundry area. We'll have the ironing board here, as well as a possible folding table or something as a place to fold up laundry.
Isn't it wonderful? I couldn't find a good picture of the master bedroom, but mostly b/c it's so big it doesn't photograph well. Please let us get this place. I so fear we won't b/c I want it SO bad and anytime I've ever wanted something THIS much, I've NEVER gotten it. So I just can't be hopeful. Please let this be that one time...please...oh....
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Well, today we said goodbye to Rhapsody and Nicci. It was really hard, especially having to have the stoic calm for Susano - he's just not used to loss; unfortunately I am an old pro. Achmed so far does not seem to miss them, though just now Sabriel tackled him (something she had never, ever done before) and I don't think he appreciated all that. It was awful, but it was necessary. It just wasn't fair to those cats because we just don't have the means to give them the best medical care they need. I will miss them and always, always love them - but I do believe I did the right thing. I do that once in a while, you know, the right thing.
On a less somber tone, we found a gorgeous, wonderful, nearly perfect home at a perfect price that we'll be putting in applications for. It's in Casselbury, which is a little out of the way, but it's no worse than my current home so I don't see it being an issue. We're all extremely hopeful, but oh so cautious about that hope - there's no guarantee whatsoever we'll get it.
Well, my baby just came in and I need to comfort him, so adieu for now.
Sabriel starts her second series of doggie classes, we're looking at houses in which to live, Danielle GRADUATED - life is crazy. That's about it. Haha.
Friday, May 18, 2007
Life is working...blegh, or so it seems lately...BUT, life is also Sabriel and I'm okay with that.
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